SUPER JUMBO YAMI YOGURT was my dinner yesterday! :) HAH HAH!

Wah seh! today omw to work, I saw this auntie stand opposite me playing psp! I was surprised! She is very concentrate playing her psp ok! somemore trendy red. haha. I also lazy to touch my psp already. haiyo. ):

2 more days pay comes! I wanna do hair treatment, buy christmas gift, iphone/ipad2.. ): wlau. $.$ hmmm. On Monday after work, I finally decided to go FABULOUS first time for waxing. OMG FUCKING PAIN! I'm like paying people to toture me. But it's quite cheap and affordable also. Staffs are friendly cause they calm me down. LOL. Quickzillian only $28. People who scared expensive but want to try can go try out.

BUT overall, I'm satisfied. *ti etaicerppa smeems t'ndid eh tuB

Well, these few days think a lot, smoke a lot and eat a lot.

Shall find one soulmate to talk to. ): Not that I want, is I left with no choice. Sigh.

If I have to tell you what to do, you are not who you are anymore. I'm living my life aimlessly. Wanted to go Bangkok again, but you doesn't want to. You make me feel that you got no interest of going overseas with me, it's so different like how I first ask you about going to Genting only. Then fine loh, you stay in your country have fun and club, I definitely can find someone to accompany me.

I really don't know what you want.

& I really wish that I don't hold it too tight that we can't even breathe.

I never feel secured.

I never get convinced.

I never let people to stupid things behind me.

I know sometimes I hold it too tight, have you asked yourself why?

I don't want to cry,

I don't want to worry,

I don't want to lose someone I love too.

Now, it's like, I'm loving you, a one sided love.

Not loving each other. & I have decided, I'm holding it back.

I can't give too much and fall too deep, or else I think I will go crazy.

You used to say for the first few months you give me love. After that you stop giving and expect me to give it back to be fair. Remember? hah. I guess I gave too much now? Cause you already took me for granted.

That's why my r/s always like that.

ONE MORE!

Last saturday, BB and I went to open flea market! :)

I can say.. consider a small success bah. Cos at least I know what young people prefer. haha.

Nicholas mommy and Xiao sam bro come to find us at flea market. Lucky they come to entertain us! hahah. Thanks ah!

Okay! next time when I open flea market, I will update here okay! :D

Then people who reads my blog come support me! HAHAHA.

I'm gonna keep my mind clear now & work on this. I can go overseas alone if I want. I won't let small obstacles stop me just like that. :)

It's been quite long I didn't camwhore already,

Hah. Totally no time, okay. Tomorrow see my mood lah! :p

Come to think of it. Our photo was not update since like 2 months ago.

We really drifted because of work and people.

Here's a song dedicated to the ones who understand me. <3

Goodnight.