The path she chose..

Sunday, June 16, 2013

fulfil my daddy's dream! :)

Feel so contented when daddy is so excited about our new car car! So busy and tired! Going to genting next 3weeks! Photos will be update next week!*flooded with work and work!

Friday, May 31, 2013

Speechless

I feel so fucking unappreciated and disappointed.

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Princess 21st Advance Birthday

Thank you people. <3

For the effort to come down to celebrate with me, giving me best wishes, taking pictures, presents and angbaos. :) (even though it's far for the people who stays jurong)

This was the best birthday party in my life ever. With family, love ones, relatives, friends, colleagues.. I had a great time(till my GFS gave me that drink!), and hope you guys had too..

I always wish that I'm a princess since young. & yes, my wish was granted. :) Thank you to all.

Rented a car specially for that very day. Did cock up a little and had a small conflict with Daddy. AND HE CURSE ME! ): I know I'm a new driver but I'm trying to learn! Wanted to buy car but he don't approve! But deep in the heart, I know he cares. He just doesn't know how to express. But his attitude can make me Buey Tahan also leh! TSK!

But I would like to thank Ah Joe, Mom and Dad for being there helping out the most.

The Aloha Loyang Resort was the first time I stayed. It's was damn big! Good for CNY celebrations. LOL

Kristin cousin and joe help me to decorate, Mom and aunt help to wash the fruits, Dad became my ahmad.

they really put in effort though they dont like parties. Joe is a good host, till the end. :) AND Dad and Joe took MC because of taking care of me, make sure I return the car safely. Really grateful to them.

This type of love, I can never express it, HERE. It's just inside my heart & I know it. :)

I still have people asking me, why both of us doesn't want to continue? What status? Why give up a good and nice guy?

Will we have a chance to be back together?

Answer : Yes, we can accept each other flaws, giving and taking, but we also understand our goals, dreams for the our own future. It's abit selfish, I know. We went separate ways because we want to achieve our goals, dreams, not that we are not suitable, just the time isn't right now. That's all.

Status : Good friends. I wouldn't wanna say best friends cause there is no opposite sex can be your best friends.

I know he is a nice guy, he can be a very good boyfriend if he wants too. Haw haw. But we know what each other are striving for. So no point for now luh.

If 10 Years later, we both are still single, we might be back together then, or not, We shall let fate decide on this.

Sometimes I really wonder, if I were to show my true self, will there be anyone there for me till the end instead of my family?

Let's not talk about love for now. It's tiring.

I'm finally 21! I wish time can stop right here.. Looking back at the silly things I have done.. I should grow up now..

On my very actual birthday, I spent time at work and home with family peacefully. & I feel contented.

But I wanna go casino! Fly around the world and experience the excitement of living.

Pictures says it all.

My BFF Mr. Joe sacrifice himself & did a good host that day. Gum Xia!

80 helium balloons! :) Princess colours! hawhaw.

Need more balloons to fly.. :(

Relatives. My younger cousin is so tall now, taller than me..

Princess for once in life.

Godma :) she bought the tiara same with the birthday cake. LOL.

Mommy with her curly hair.

Kinda like one year birthday celebration though. BUT I ENJOYED IT!

Thank you Mr. BFF.

FAMILY MEMBERS! :) (not all were here) if not one picture not enough.

Diorettes!!

The very last min one. DR. NEO

EX-GIRLFRIENDS! (no more drinking ah!) ):

QUAN JIA FU (My family)

The princess

KO at 11PM. ):

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Things I can't control..

I dreamt of you, almost every night..

Sunday, January 13, 2013

New Year, New Start, New Life.

I am so sorry that I have always been neglecting this website for so long, though I don't bother much about it.

Every time I came here, probably there's something excited to share, or pour my sorrows out.

& today, I am here to pour myself out. HAH.

Yes, first of all, it's a new year! We have overcome doomsday! :) But I do hope that day will come..

New start.. Yes, was actually started to move forward, but it ended. What a silly thing..

I have never encounter such a situation before. I'm trying hard too. Maybe, fate is not here yet. Or maybe, It's our problem, or just me.

I shouldn't have keep quiet and let things rush,

That now, I have lost a good long-lost friend, as well as his group of awesome friends..

New life.. I AM GOING 21ST!!! Finally and I hope it stops right there.. :(

I am so excited yet at the same time, feel sad and stupid of all the silly things I have done in the past.

I felt that I have wasted 21st yrs on Earth..

But thanks to my foolishness, dumbness & wilfulness, I have learnt a lot.

Knowing who is there for me, who is not.. what is right and wrong.. handling situation..

& this very year.. I had enough of all this nonsense..

I want to be thrifty, excel in my work, giving my family my best, & have a of change myself.

Sometimes I wondered, was it me, or other people does not understand me? Why I always never make things right?

My attitude and my stubbornness got me into many troubles till now.. I finally realised that I should change, in order to let other people to treat me differently, I guessed.

I don't know whether I'm thinking of all this because I've grown up or not. Or maybe I have been through a lot. But God please, just let me be childish, wilful and stubborn till 6th feb 2013. I promise that I will let go of my past and start afresh. I seriously do not want to grow old.. ):

I have rested for 4 days, also did cried for 4 days as well.. Monday is coming!! need to start work!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

羅志祥 - 防盜鎖 , It's speaks through my heart

Friday, September 21, 2012

So near yet so far..

Can't believe less than a week, I'm flying again..

Have not prepared yet.. Alot of things to stress!
My website.. is killing me..

Luckily I've found a model.. but expensive! ):
but no choice luh, for my dream, I have to sacrifice a little..

Now left with website half done, studio or outdoor, cash flow, then stocks and marketing... ARGH!!!
Wlau, machiam one person doing.. can die.. ):

Alot of things I want to do now. But time is too little.. MONEY TOO LITTLE ALSO!
Sigh, oh well,
Here is my second box of bellabox!
heh heh heh.

gonna try out all of them to see which is the best! :D
Hope the next box has something to do with hair.. : /

Yesterday went to meet my 4 years of old friend.. Mr Pan. only know his nickname as Pan. Hah.
Who ever take care of me when my ex left me away or even treat me like a vase. Such a good friend.. :)
Didn't even know yesterday was his 27th birthday. got a shock while his friend stalk him and surprise him with a bday cake.. LOL. kind of awkward.. HAH.

Did a photo shoot 3 weeks ago..
But sadly, my arms and thighs grown fat.. ): anyone wants to jog with me? finding someone to go to the gym!
TOO FAT TOO FAT.. THAT'S WHY I POST TWO PICTURES ONLY. HAHAHA