Diorific christmas!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
This year, I'm having a Diorific christmas! Cause I'm super FAT now!
I bet everyone are having their best christmas yea?

I've got wonderful and thoughtful gifts from Baby, Xiao sam and Nicholas! (& Dior's party secret santa!)

BABY GOT ME THIS! :D Favourite of all! (& it's the most expensive of all) :) But I wasn't able to express myself in front of everyone. HAHA. Guess he is super broke now. D:
Thank YOU! My little xiao mian yang!

Guess who is my secret santa? Hahah.

I'm Baby's secret santa, baby was Nicholas's, Nicholas was Xiao sam and Xiao sam was my secret santa.
Additionally, I've got Nic and Xiao Sam a present! Dior Farenheit travel gift set! haha, Now they keep showing off to Baby already. Nicholas can't wait to shower with Dior Farenheit shower gel. LOL. But I bought baby a Dior tie lah! So AT LEAST HE NOT SO JEALOUS. haha. After gifts exchange, we played with my camera, with the MBS lights, the scene is beautiful. THANKS TO MY NIGHT MODE CAMERA! Haha. So that's my day. What about yours? HAHA.

& Razaq was my secret santa at Dior's party! He got me a set! haha. My wish was : Something looks hot under the sun. He must be getting a headache for the present that he get for me. BUT I LIKE! HAHA! Thanks yea!
Seriously, I really enjoyed this year Christmas, & a One year anniversary with baby.

There's more pictures to come! :D

 A tea set from Xiao sam! GONNA TRY OUT THE TEA!

 Nic got a lappy bag from baby and I got a nice slippers from nic. :)

 Nickobutt bought baby's fave book! (STEVE JOBS) lol

Glad that they love the Dior Farenheit travel kit for them

Gifts that I bought for baby. ( Dior tie, Ck FREE cologne and earpiece)

 Gift from baby to xiao sam

My photography skills! :)

 The unglams. haha.

The lights parts. Haha. Everyone is enjoying the moments yea.

Nice colours with fruity tea!

Champagne colour!

They've got me a size bigger! Haha, gotta go and change the sizeee! :)

contented.

THANKS APPLE AND DESIREE FOR THE WONDERFUL GIFTS! :D

BIG FEAST TODAY! :P

PHEW, today I nearly fainted around 1pm omw back to boutique, gosh, everything was blurred. But I forced myself back to pantry first. Lucky I managed, if not I will squat down in the middle of the shopping mall leh! Cannot lah! Too paiseh! Guess my stomach needs food and water instead of smokes. HAHA. 

Quite a busy day, never late for work(due to the stupid smrt train) as daddy fetch me in the last minute. :D Thanks dad! Smrt says can claim, like what? my time = money, can claim? =.= & Mommy cooked my fave salted fish w/ bean sprouts, black paper flowercrab*not much meat* ): hahas, kangkong, & big prawns! :D my cousin and family came too. got a christmas gift from aunt. :D 

 Oh ya, last but not least, this year I get to go to ZOUKOUT 2011! :D Environment was good just that abit messy, some DJs shouldn be playing, and lots of freebies! :D pictures will updated next post ok? :D

 p.s- baby, please drink more water when you have read until here. <3 Take care of 'my property'.

FLOWERS from Dior's party! HAHA.
But it's nice though. yeap, after the party my darlings and I went newton to eat STINGRAY, LALA, SOTONG, PRAWNS, ETC. All are YUM YUM! :D Full like balloon then cab-bed home. :D

Yesterday was shit! Late for work, take 3 hours to go home cause MRT got problem. Fuck seh! Cabs and buses were full! lucky got nicholas, xiao sam and his friend accompany. Arbo I call my dad to fetch me already. HAHAHA. Kidding.

& today was my OFF DAY a.k.a MY PRECIOUS DAY with no cigg. not a good day either. As usual, bathe toopi, myself and my three little smurfys. Joe came and left. I will not see him the next three days. Well, doesn't want to talk much about him luh.

I started to miss my straight hair. D: should I bring it back? D: I wanna dye my hair too, and and and! colourwash my burberry. Gosh, all needs money! argh! I wanna go BKK again soon. really got to save my motherfucker money up man! damn!
Oh ya, guess I will be my bro, ashton's model for photographing bah. :)

Don't feel good today.

MY ADORING ONES

That dumb jeremy

Sweet seri.

Vogue fahmy.

COCK SUCKING COWBOYS! *Bad experience for me. shhh!

2nd December went to Acid bar, have fun with Dior crews.

A treat of cock sucking cowboy from Seri mama! :D

After that I went to find baby at Zouk while the rest went home and rest.

We chat and know each other more, guess I really need to hang out with friends more!

WAHH, I SPENT $700+ ON DECEMBER!

SHIT! It's like I work @ Dior to spent back on Dior, LOL.

A lot a lot of damn tempting SALES! Exclusive to Dior crew! Argh!

But all I spent are gifts. -.- only like Ja'dore, Dior Addict, cleansing creme, mascara, eye shadow, foundation are mine, I spent $350+ on myself. Gosh, I can't believe it! ):

I think I need to save up from January for December sales! HAHA.

Things that I've bought,

Plus Nic, baby and I went shopping at town, before that Ah yi, sherman, mom and I already shopped. HAHA. Bought a sweater @ topshop, $83! & shoes @ charles & keith, $37. My christmas present from ahyi! :D

& I gave her Ja'dore as a christmas gift too!

yup, I leaked out my presents for my three little pigs! I cannot keep secret! D:

AHHHHH!

BEFORE shopping, we went to watch 'Already Famous' at Northpoint, show was okay but only the malaysian accent is funny loh. HAHA.

& we saw this shirt. Can you find the difference? :D

Went back around 2am plus, & when we woke up, it's 2pm.

Guess what, baby and I found a note while drinking the cup of milk. haha.

& just nice the lappy shows 2.02pm. haha. nic is already late for 2minutes!

Overall I had fun.

& of course, I will pamper friends who treat me well. :D *wink*

As for him, no point I pamper him so much now, just do my duty as a girlfriend then.

My restart blogging because I hope it's a happy one.

oh ya, I fucking had fun last night! :D Pets' station hold a DND @ east coast.

they invited me. I missed them.

There's is prizes, food, games and people! :)

It's has been so long since I am so happy.

bought some present for serilyn, apple, desiree and cb haibin. :)

They are really friends that I know. Hope they like it luh.

RANDOM : purple freak!

CURLY HAIR! :P

Okay, let's talk about these days "happening"

24 november 2011 -

Is it a misunderstanding?

Or you want it to end like that?

Last night, my heart stopped for an hour.

It's like few more hours to 11th month.

I know that I'm silly. But.. I chose to follow my heart.

The pain in my heart, will never be able to describe in words.

It will never be the same again. But I'm hoping for the future.

25th november 2011

Rest at home

Cry a lot, think a lot.

Feel like pamper myself,

so I went to do treatment on my hair. :)

26th November 2011

yeap, went out to SCAPE for sakae sushi. Baby spent his day on me today.

I wanted to have a RETAIL THERAPY but,

We went H&M and nothing caught our eyes.

So we went window shopping at 313, cine and robinson,

Baby bought me a top and I bought myself a lingerie. :)

Thanks Baby.. i really really appreciated it. (though I don't wish you to see this part)

I know baby's trying, I can feel it. But try not to be too fake uh! hah

After that went to..

TATA~! Ton @ Nicholas mommy house with Xiao Sam and Baby! :D

Watch soccer and HANNA THE MOVIE. LOL. Quite a lame show but funny luh.

But I went to rest early cause the next day need working morning. ):

They should have guys talks and cuddling together. HAHA. Silly them.

27th November 2011

Dinner togther at roti prata shop. Though we had some misunderstanding again, end up okay already loh. BROTHERS' TALKS after that! hahaha! I have never been to have like this kinds of talks before! Even my Girlfs! *whoops! yea, they tried to counsel me, but, my mind is set. It will affect a little but, I'm just stubborn luh. sigh. I know Nic and Sam trying their best to help out and I would love to but what I really need to do is untie the knot in my heart. which had received a few cuts by Baby. Every time I tried to touch the knot, it bleeds a little.

Tell you what, NICKY MOMMY AND SAMMY BROTHER are the best listener man! THANKS YO! :D

28th November 2011

watching "kinship" on channel 8 now.

Though it's a drama, but what I see it's like how we are now.

It's a different situation, (it's like showing the couple hesitating being together cause the guy used to pamper her a lot but now it's the other way round). blah blah blah. ):

haiya, don't wanna think so much luh.

A peaceful day perhaps?

P.s -We use to tell every little thing to each other.

now.. I've freed you.

But, if you wanna do something, don't ask for my opinion, STAND IN MY SHOES INSTEAD.

SUPER JUMBO YAMI YOGURT was my dinner yesterday! :) HAH HAH!

Wah seh! today omw to work, I saw this auntie stand opposite me playing psp! I was surprised! She is very concentrate playing her psp ok! somemore trendy red. haha. I also lazy to touch my psp already. haiyo. ):

2 more days pay comes! I wanna do hair treatment, buy christmas gift, iphone/ipad2.. ): wlau. $.$ hmmm. On Monday after work, I finally decided to go FABULOUS first time for waxing. OMG FUCKING PAIN! I'm like paying people to toture me. But it's quite cheap and affordable also. Staffs are friendly cause they calm me down. LOL. Quickzillian only $28. People who scared expensive but want to try can go try out.

BUT overall, I'm satisfied. *ti etaicerppa smeems t'ndid eh tuB

Well, these few days think a lot, smoke a lot and eat a lot.

Shall find one soulmate to talk to. ): Not that I want, is I left with no choice. Sigh.

If I have to tell you what to do, you are not who you are anymore. I'm living my life aimlessly. Wanted to go Bangkok again, but you doesn't want to. You make me feel that you got no interest of going overseas with me, it's so different like how I first ask you about going to Genting only. Then fine loh, you stay in your country have fun and club, I definitely can find someone to accompany me.

I really don't know what you want.

& I really wish that I don't hold it too tight that we can't even breathe.

I never feel secured.

I never get convinced.

I never let people to stupid things behind me.

I know sometimes I hold it too tight, have you asked yourself why?

I don't want to cry,

I don't want to worry,

I don't want to lose someone I love too.

Now, it's like, I'm loving you, a one sided love.

Not loving each other. & I have decided, I'm holding it back.

I can't give too much and fall too deep, or else I think I will go crazy.

You used to say for the first few months you give me love. After that you stop giving and expect me to give it back to be fair. Remember? hah. I guess I gave too much now? Cause you already took me for granted.

That's why my r/s always like that.

ONE MORE!

Last saturday, BB and I went to open flea market! :)

I can say.. consider a small success bah. Cos at least I know what young people prefer. haha.

Nicholas mommy and Xiao sam bro come to find us at flea market. Lucky they come to entertain us! hahah. Thanks ah!

Okay! next time when I open flea market, I will update here okay! :D

Then people who reads my blog come support me! HAHAHA.

I'm gonna keep my mind clear now & work on this. I can go overseas alone if I want. I won't let small obstacles stop me just like that. :)

It's been quite long I didn't camwhore already,

Hah. Totally no time, okay. Tomorrow see my mood lah! :p

Come to think of it. Our photo was not update since like 2 months ago.

We really drifted because of work and people.

Here's a song dedicated to the ones who understand me. <3

Goodnight.