The path she chose..

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Things I can't control..

I dreamt of you, almost every night..

Sunday, January 13, 2013

New Year, New Start, New Life.

I am so sorry that I have always been neglecting this website for so long, though I don't bother much about it.

Every time I came here, probably there's something excited to share, or pour my sorrows out.

& today, I am here to pour myself out. HAH.

Yes, first of all, it's a new year! We have overcome doomsday! :) But I do hope that day will come..

New start.. Yes, was actually started to move forward, but it ended. What a silly thing..

I have never encounter such a situation before. I'm trying hard too. Maybe, fate is not here yet. Or maybe, It's our problem, or just me.

I shouldn't have keep quiet and let things rush,

That now, I have lost a good long-lost friend, as well as his group of awesome friends..

New life.. I AM GOING 21ST!!! Finally and I hope it stops right there.. :(

I am so excited yet at the same time, feel sad and stupid of all the silly things I have done in the past.

I felt that I have wasted 21st yrs on Earth..

But thanks to my foolishness, dumbness & wilfulness, I have learnt a lot.

Knowing who is there for me, who is not.. what is right and wrong.. handling situation..

& this very year.. I had enough of all this nonsense..

I want to be thrifty, excel in my work, giving my family my best, & have a of change myself.

Sometimes I wondered, was it me, or other people does not understand me? Why I always never make things right?

My attitude and my stubbornness got me into many troubles till now.. I finally realised that I should change, in order to let other people to treat me differently, I guessed.

I don't know whether I'm thinking of all this because I've grown up or not. Or maybe I have been through a lot. But God please, just let me be childish, wilful and stubborn till 6th feb 2013. I promise that I will let go of my past and start afresh. I seriously do not want to grow old.. ):

I have rested for 4 days, also did cried for 4 days as well.. Monday is coming!! need to start work!

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

羅志祥 - 防盜鎖 , It's speaks through my heart

Friday, September 21, 2012

So near yet so far..

Can't believe less than a week, I'm flying again..

Have not prepared yet.. Alot of things to stress!
My website.. is killing me..

Luckily I've found a model.. but expensive! ):
but no choice luh, for my dream, I have to sacrifice a little..

Now left with website half done, studio or outdoor, cash flow, then stocks and marketing... ARGH!!!
Wlau, machiam one person doing.. can die.. ):

Alot of things I want to do now. But time is too little.. MONEY TOO LITTLE ALSO!
Sigh, oh well,
Here is my second box of bellabox!
heh heh heh.

gonna try out all of them to see which is the best! :D
Hope the next box has something to do with hair.. : /

Yesterday went to meet my 4 years of old friend.. Mr Pan. only know his nickname as Pan. Hah.
Who ever take care of me when my ex left me away or even treat me like a vase. Such a good friend.. :)
Didn't even know yesterday was his 27th birthday. got a shock while his friend stalk him and surprise him with a bday cake.. LOL. kind of awkward.. HAH.

Did a photo shoot 3 weeks ago..
But sadly, my arms and thighs grown fat.. ): anyone wants to jog with me? finding someone to go to the gym!
TOO FAT TOO FAT.. THAT'S WHY I POST TWO PICTURES ONLY. HAHAHA