My that new hairdo. now like shit! must go do treatment already..

Phew, finally my lappy is back! gotta write a lot man!

So fast Mid-November already, like fast! Been working in Dior for 1 month plus..

So far so good loh. heh. Hope there is a good news.

Bought something in DIOR family sales! Yay! But, aiyah, not for me luh. As you know, I love people more than I love myself mah. That's why people always say I stupid loh.

Because..

Well, one thing that upset me deeply.. Relationship. Why every time I get is like that?

I have enough of those, seriously. I just want to settle down, peacefully. Though I know couples quarrel but not, not being understanding! It's fine if you doesn't know the person well. But in fact, they know you, yet they hurt you. I don't understand why. We are all humans. Can't they just use their brains to think for a few seconds about their partner? It's not that they being considerate will die! Even Toopi is smarter. when they get to know you, they do everything to please you. now? they want you to please them. The sentence, 'YOU CAN FOLLOW ME TO CLUB, BUT DON'T BLAME ME IF I NEGLECTED YOU CAUSE I WANT TO HAVE FUN'. Such irresponsible stupidity disgraceful words can be out from your mouth. Yet, @ that point of time I still answered OK blindly. How stupid I was. Importance of me was just meeting me up and stuff. I'm seriously don't know how to take it. You still have a long way to go. I just felt that I'm wasn't your type at all. You need a open-r/s. And I want a faithful husband. We seems to be a different world. Even in career. Yes, 1 more thing. Do you realised you changed? Well, I've changed too. I've changed to love you blindly. Lucky you woke me up. No one wish to take themselves for granted. Neither you too.

Sigh, oh well, just wanted to say, I miss my girlfs.

PICTURES @ BISHAN PRAWNING WITH awesome colleagues & celebrating apple's birthday!

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A little sweet darling I've.

RIGHT NOW, I'M AT SAMUEL'S HOUSE WITH BABY! :)

Both of them are doing project stuffs while I'm doing rubbish stuffs here like researching, blogging, shophop-ping! haha! might playing maple if possible! :D

Well, about working, I'm still working on it. Hopefully I can see sunshine after rainy days.

I'm so sorry that pictures are in my camera. I didn't bring it to upload it. Didn't think of it. So so sorry.

Doing not much these days, working, sleeping, window shopping for baby's and my 'secret santa' game. *either joe, xiao sam or nicholas* :)

I need money! D:

Dior's private sales for staff is here! Argh! Finally is here yet I got not much money left! D:

Sigh, now baby's lappy is dying. I need to let him use mine! zzz.

alright, he's nagging already.

see ya, love!

no men are good.

even MONKs! Is it so hard to understand what a girl wants? It's not difficult to give, or something that guys don't have. It's just your little consideration, little love.

I'm not angry about men. Just upset about why society is like that? Why men can't be faithful a bit, considerate a bit, and put themselves in other shoes a bit? You may think it's okay, but others are not. why people have to be selfish? Neglecting one and other's feelings?

Life is unfair. You might say I'm not close to superior or whoever that's why I don't act like that. But does that means you are closer to them than me? I don't see your concern, your love and a little consideration. In men's eyes, women may be bimbo and stupid. But in women's eyes, men are stupid because you never knew what truly a women wants, you are selfish because you wanted more. Men never care as long as they are happy. I know it's not applied to ALL men but those who really not are noble, god-gifted and it's really one in a million that is not mine. Men tends to lose everything, THEN they want to get back what they used to have. Sorry bro, what has gone is gone. "good horse never turn back eat old grass". One instinct in human was, they won't learn till they learnt their lesson. I have enough of all these happening in my whole 19years of life. I don't like it at all. when they love you, they treat you like a princess. They promise you all kinds of little to big things just for you. And they did for the first few months. After they had enough of you, they started to break promises, fail to give you what you want, treated you like a slave and dump you when they found a new one. But when you don't appreciate them, they complained. when you appreciate them, they take you for granted. especially the young guys. When third party wanted to flirt you back or sweet talk to you, you can always sense that even you don't have any motive on them AND AVOID SAYING WEIRD STUFFS*you should know what I meant* TO THEM. If not, they might get the wrong idea. No string attached would be fine too uh? Hah. Just like what I've heard of one customer's husband being unfaithful.

ALL WOMEN, NO MATTER HOW STRONG OR WEAK THEY ARE,

THEY STILL NEED LOVE FROM MEN.

REGARDLESS THOSE MEN ARE ATTACHED/MARRIED.

It's just men are too dumb and fall for it, ends up they lost their love ones who is really been there for them. You can't stop someone harming you, but you can stop yourself from being harm.

Why should I care for you?

Why should I give in to you?

Why should I listen to you?

Why should I think of you before I decide on anything?

Why should I plan for our future?

Why should I do so much for you?

Why should I feel upset for you?

Why should I pamper you?

Why should I spend on you?

Why should I even LOVE you?

These 10 questions, no men can answer that, I swear. Unless they really care, and love you, I guess.

Cause sometime I really think that I am so stupid to do all these things for you.

Yet on my birthday till now, you have not do the promise you've made for me on your own.

And sometime, I just want to be alone, from everyone.

Don't feel like posting many pictures today. Moodless plus tomorrow gotta work morning.

I will make sure,

men will regret for not being faithful to their love ones.

HELLOOOOO!

OMFG. I didn't even have time to blog!

Yeap! Though First day of work was fun, of course! But I felt lost. There is alot of new products and inspiration I didn't know. Quite hard to serve. But now was okay! ANYWAY, there is a DIOR HOMME EXHIBITION IN ION NOW! Till 30 of October. Feel free can drop by! :D It's about the making of DIOR HOMME tuxedo.

Phew! Busy till no time to take pictures at all!

But it was fun after all~

Pay haven't come pay haven't come! This month is the most boring month! no shopping!

Gosh! How am i gonna tahan?! really need to save up, for christmas. hah, CAN'T WAIT FOR IT MAN! Should i rent a car anot? cost about 200 bucks leh. Anyone got any lobang can tell me ok?

& now I'm gonna research some resources for my christmas programme. planning is so troublesome! argh! :D pictures I will upload tomorrow okay? That time prawning session not uploaded yet.

*apple bought treats from taiwan for toopi!! :D thanks love!

Baby and I were busy these days, but we treasure the times together. Yesterday at Zouk was fun! :D EVERYONE WAS SQUEEZE LIKE HAMBURGER! But we enjoyed every moment of it.

& baby, I want parma ham! :D

Samantha signing off.

Yesterday was my last day!! :)

Was kinda sad cause I know I will miss them D:

Thanks to haibin, mee eng and paul for THREE YAMI YOGURT!

& today, I went to eat 'PU TIEN' with ah yi and shermannnn @ jurong point!

had a wonderful dinner and a beautiful dress from ah yi! :D

walk and shop around JP. was kinda tired but it's worth it with aunt and cousin.

I ate one whole plate my mussels myself can! :D cause both of them don't like mussels. HAHA

Imma happy girl today!

Actually I have a lot to do but 24 hours seems not enough to me.

Especially planning stuff. If you are too busy to plan, I will plan myself. As long as I got the drive, no one can stop or drag me. I don't want to regret. I want to be successful!!

Got to finish planning by Dec. I MUST!

PLUS PLUS PLUS! I PASSED MY TP ON MY DADDY'S BIRTHDAY! :D 10/10/11

Then we went to eat at 'Eng Seng Restaurant'. The food is nice but the people there like rushing for reincarnation. I ate 3 GONG, 1 and a half body! yummyyyy. Will drive there to eat again! & also visit my grandmama. :D

I AM BACK FROM MY 3HOUR HAIRDO!

Omg. But the result was so better than previous one.

*though the cost also YAYYYY. D:

I got this @ $10! It's from Animal Lovers League! This already consider cheap in order get all this sweet lil ones' picture in a calendar for you to see them in one whole year, not only you are plus doing a good deed, but your $10 can save an animal's life! There is NANA(noah arks) organization's calendar too. You can find Animal Lovers League's calendar at Pets' Station for sure! *For Noah Arks, ONLY CAUSEWAY AND JURONG POINT PETS' STATION has it. For PLC I'm not sure whether they got this programme or not.

SEE MY LEGGGGGG?! YET I HAVE TO WORK! D:

Went to 'tui na' 2 session = 32.10 x 2. ):

Hairdo? =88.80

DD: money flow like a river. how how how?!

Oh ya! This coming Saturday, I got a farewell party with CPPS team people and a celebration of Apple's Birthday. & Sunday 1pm, there is a volunteer instructions given by Animal Lover League. Planning to go there! :D wlau, my schedule was f****** packed! D:

No time for myself at all! On the 13th, I will start work at Dior.

Can't wait to join them back! :DDD

Tomorrow working MORNING! gotta go and bath and slp soon! bye byeee!

Hi peeps!

one more week to go back to Dior!

one more day to payday!

yay!

Well, everything went back smoothly I guess? :)

heh heh heh.

Today, Baby sacrificed for me! AwwWwWw~

That was very sweet of him.

Thank you baby. :)

Here comes the story :

Two days ago, I went to meet nic, sam and baby after work @ bottle tree.

Well, baby and sam went out to bus stop to fetch me. Everything was fine.

Until we went in, i saw a guy sitting on the stairs*old wood kind* from.. around 8m from my distance where we were supposed to walk there. It's was very dark there at night. i didn't care much and keep walking and chatting with them.

At the very moment i was walking down the stairs halfway, I thought of the guy just now.

I asked baby and sam whether they saw anyone sit there just now or walk away from the stairs where i was standing, they replied no, then i sprained my ankle. D:

fucking pain! it's was swollen until now. Though not very serious but I need to be careful next time. I was born with a very strong sixth sense. ): Kinda creepy. should drive in next time, safer.

LUCKILY, baby was there to save me, he PIGGYBACK meeeee! :D

i was so touched can! Thank you baby once again! :DDDDDD

Never felt so safe before. :x

Hahahaha.

Haiyaaa! I'm gonna miss the Dior's induction session. ):

Hope they will rearrange another session soon soon soon!

Never been to Dior's training before, kinda looking forward & excited.

Wish time can pass quickly this week! D:

Okay, pictures shall do the talk.

Pictures @ AVALON.

MOMMY AND DIDI!